Musings/Opinionated Articles · Poetry

Sorry But I Can’t (Express My Love)

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I might say I don’t love you
but what I know I do,
I might say u mean nothin,
but my life is nothin without u,
i might never show concern,
but i peek at you from a distance apart,,
i might hurt u somtimes,
but somtimes i unintentionly play such part,,
i do care,i love you,
but when it comes to saying tht,
SORRY BUT I CANT………………

Living a life or i should rather describe it as facing a life is not easy.And how it could be as we are the only ones who hav made it the way it is.
we ourself have developed a vision to see things in a complex manner.NOTHING HAS REMAIN SIMPLE

for instance,if somone gives us a glass of water,first thought that comes to our mind,,””what does he want from me””???is he fake???

and unfortunately many a times our suspicion prevails over the simplicity….
but due to these incidents we start living in fear….

FEAR…
FEAR OF GETTING INSULTED
FEAR OF BEING REJECTED
FEAR OF GETTING HURT
FEAR OF LOOSING YOUR IMPORTANCE
FEAR OF LOOKING STUPID

and due to this we do what we (the introvert ones) do the best….,,keeping things to ourself.

what would happen if we cross the line???
what would happen if we risk it one time???
what would happen if we give some1 a chance to be with us???

all this questions do come in our minds,but we console ourselves by saying”this world is cruel”” and indeed it is.
but what we forget in seeing this world as cruel is we are also a part of this world,and someone somewhere is also thinking the same for you,,””aka..cruel””.

i knw the fear of not gettin the same love in return do let us step back.,but what if the person next to u is thinkin the same????

“”OPPOSITES ATTARACT””-ya they do and the reason is that one of them is willing to come forward when theother one wanna step back,

but are we ready to take the first step???or should wait for the other to take the initiative..??

we all are fools,really>!!! big fools…
giving importance to words ,materialistic things,which are nothin more than the water u cud carry in ur hands from a pond. At tht very moment u may think u hav got all,but the moment u blink,,,its gone……..but leaves u wet….whereas the feel/wind of true love just kisses your soul and makes u happy..,,i think is the reason for the hesitation,we are not sure if its water or wind….

i always thought no one ever loved me “”AS ME”” not as what they would like me to be…..but when i started observing them,,,its kind of funny but tears and smile(true emotion) met each other.

i saw those big eyes,those smiles just seeing me crawling,,tht facial expression saying hi after a long time,,those concerned calls,those hard scoldings was full of ” LOVE FOR ME”” ,,AND still i said i had never being loved????

the problem was not love,the problem was the inability to express or feel,the fear of giving ur bit in someones hand.,it was fear which seems to us as “”no love””…

overcome that fear,not love……………

,
love is a very pure thing,so even if u now hesitate in saying dont stop showing it,,,as
AS MAY BE NOT NOW,,BUT SOMEDAY THIS THING WOULD BE FELT BY THEM………
AND till then just keep loving,,,,,

as it feels great to love someone,,,:D
and ya to all those people whome i have never said it on face…………….

“I LOVE YOU FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART,WHOSE BOTTOM IS STILL VERY DEEP TO BE EXPLORED””…………:)

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